Fur Trade

by Mister Tahti

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1.
My love has barely awoken and the sky is turning red. Night comes only once a day. I am far away from bed. We talk through this planet. We live in different days i promise to light up the winter night when it perforates Where are these friends I've heard about that know no kinds of weather? If you can't walk with your words how can we live together? No we won't live together. Some assholes think they run this world, taught me to hate my brother. But one kind thought created us to learn from one another. We're made to love each other! I have barely awoken On this sunless winter morn. Day comes only once a night. I am grateful for this life.
2.
Maybe my love will come back to me and maybe we'll sit 'neath the hollow tree counting the shit we found on the ground and lying around so aimlessly. She was born in the last century. Gold brought them up to the north country. She never left the land of the lakes. Now she's off making her own mistakes. I met her by the side of the tracks. (Patience is kind when courage lacks.) Skin like the snows! Lips like the rose! Dozens of patches sewn on her clothes! She took me down a creek that we crossed to a big rock where our clothes were tossed. We never felt whatever we lost melting our way through the permafrost. Millions of leaves are breathing for trees! Where is the one who once breathed for me? Maybe with time she'll come to see she runs with heartbreaking company. Maybe my love will come back to me and Maybe we'll sing in harmony Since she has left I seem to get I haven't learned how to say it yet Maybe my love will come back to me and Maybe we'll sit 'neath the hollow tree I can't go on stuck in the past Living for nothing when nothing lasts!
3.
The tree leans over the edge and He sits there smoking into the breeze. It pleases me to no end to see my friends at ease. The girls are off getting their feet burned gathering berries out on the sand. Until they both returned with their hands full of the blood of the land. I'm wading out with my shirt off while my birthmarks grow in the sun. The inland sea is receiving me As I breathe with everyone. There are saints among the lampreys. There are panthers in the deep. But lying on the beach in summer Is good enough for me The light collects reflections In another tiny vein. This moment dies until I sing of it again.
4.
1812 05:17
All the years I spent in song Smoking by the riverside. I longed for the rapids. I longed for the hills And a beaver robe and a bride. We left Quebec when the ice could crack and the paddles cut through the deep. We rolled down the river as nature awoke From endless months of sleep. My heart cannot live 'til my body goes Where they're selling off land Where the Red River flows Touch with these hands what has never known The smell of machines or the white man's dreams. My heart cannot live 'til my body goes Past the Greatest of Lakes And the portaging road. Touch with these hands something for my own All of the wasteland to sow.... I watched her emerge through the reeds In a boat made of birch Her face like a mirror. I pushed back the door to her home And we lay there alone With a blanket beneath us. "In some months when the season comes and our seeds are growing tall It's time I was gone but it won't be long until I'm back from Montreal!' "All these years I've sat by the lake watching our children grow on the beach You and me made a family. That's a treaty no man can breech!"
5.
down is the only way to go down the river as she flows all the way down to the bay down is the only way to be as the river passes me in her way Goulais River the light the shone upon the beach made me think of an old german painting when the deer came out to get away from the flies and in the distance another one dies Goulias River The most fun that i ever had was canoeing down you with my dad. maybe one day it will be time to travel you with a son of mine. Goulais River
6.
cold tonight on your back lot our suffering remembers us the ones before us gave it all away he's still paying off his dues counting everything we use from the flour to the leather of our boots cold tonight beneath the moon morning always comes too soon and the hour never adds up any day wind is howling through the wall they aren't sealed at all we grow poorer while your tower grows tall the path turns left tonight the path turns left tonight dusting off the powder keg the guns he made would never stick in the mountains/forests where the oldest things are hid this long road he rebuilt the old path is out there still though i start to wonder if we ever will the path turns left tonight the path turns left tonight cold tonight on your front step you haven't got the message yet and we won't leave till you see the reason why even burning out our eyes won't divert them from the sky and if you can't see what's up you must be blind the path turns left tonight the path turns left tonight
7.
Winter 04:35
I held out for you all winter. I stood outside myself. My thoughts were always with you While you slept with someone else. Oh, lonely one! Why won't you stay? You know I'd put you up for ever but everyone must pay. I know that time will heal all wounds but what of mine? We'll meet again when the weather is fine.
8.
Sudbury 03:38
Oh dearest friend, pick up your flowered bow. My ears are nearer now than ever before. Who are these men? They want to know us. And before us only snow and the stores are closed. Let's bum our smokes on Bay street like old times Cold blooded killers. I'm in a mood to yell at bystanders. And focus the blame for other people's crimes. The murders we never witnessed seem to linger. For years ago they roamed these same hillsides. While gathering garbage with my latest teacher We recovered the cost of all we lost that same day. Oh! Sudbury was mythic. The sun was in pieces. I wish you were there to watch them turn away. Couch hopping joyriders.
9.
Sea of Japan 04:53
oh brother i hardly know you i want to see through you i just want to know you and i know this is no happy ending so i practice my sending sitting on the floor it's the last time we wear this clothing it's time we unloaded we're finally unloading they say the first things was the explosion but maybe he sews it maybe we're all dead sea of japan give up your anger! God's in our favour Keep the odds in our favour! Cities from the deep where old ones sleep Sadness keeps the stars aligning Oh brother I know it's sounding It sounds like the mountains We move like the mountains And I know this is no great disaster Think of it after It's all ever after It's all ever after
10.
Steel City, rest your children. All will be well soon. The moon is in your neighbourhood. This misery is food. The captain has departed mountains will be home. The scene he left behind could mean a seachange for us both All alone he read inside the burning tower tall And through the night so still the mill breathes cancer on us all. Forgive your errant lovers noone can be tamed Everywhere's a prison If you carry 'round the cage Carrharts and soapy water step out of my dreams. "Everything's okay." you say. I know what that means. I wrote this song to slumber thoughts before I leave Though the self I see is clear it's so hard to retrieve. Steel City, rest your children everywhere they lay! This river knows directions. We'll all be home some day.

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This album is a collection of songs recorded between 2010-2011 The songs focus on life in Northern Ontario as a young man in a new century. They were written at a time when I was deeply immersed in studying the Tarot, esotericism, fur trade history and Ojibway culture. I see it as a syncretic union of emotions and influences. I can't sing this high anymore.

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released November 11, 2015

Mister Tähti - Vocals, Guitar, Accordion, Harmonica
Pete Mozarowski - Cello (on Scene by a Lake)

album cover: detail from "Indian Village next to St. Mary's Rapids" by William Armstrong

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Mister Tahti is my name.
I am a Finnish man of the Fox clan.
I am an unsettled settler born & raised in the hill country of North Ontario fertilized by the open road.

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